2012- A new year??

So, its 1st Jan 2012, marking the commencement of yet another year! Well, the only thing bugging me is that what is so significant about today? I feel like it is yet another day, I mean is it normal to think that way? :O
I know I know, many people out there would love to contradict me and show me the significance of today, you know time to introspect the past  year, making resolutions for the new year and blah blah blah.
No offence meant to anyone, but why is it that all of us need a special day to do all of the above mentioned things. You can introspect yourself even at the end of the day! As far as resolution is concerned, C'mon! give me a break! As we all know there is no such thing as a perfect time to change yourself, it is an ever going process. But now thinking about it, I think its time I add myself to list of people who do these kinds of introspecting after reaching the peak of frustration and overwhelmed by emotions and I personally being the kind of person who is not very expressive, its time I penned it or rather typed it down.
Well, the past year has been more important to me than many others,
Starting with my sister's marriage, I'm still mesmerized by that day and its beauty and the emotions :)
Then with the horrible horrible second semester results. Alright yes! It is a big deal for me and nothing anyone says or tries to explain is going to change it. Then came the time to make new friends. Yeah I finally have a college group(if you ever call that one).It is a mixture of all types of species who I don't know how and why fall in the category of homo-sapiens(me included). Then there was the Navratri, those 9 nights which changed a hell lot of things,people and feelings, I think.
Then there was the grueling 5th sem internals and externals back to back which made "me"(yes double quotes for me) study like an ass! But that PL also marked the commencement of 4 most important relationships and bonding in my life. Something I would like to keep throughout my life. But I know, nothing in this world is permanent. We can observe this on all levels. On a universal level, stars form and collapse. On a global level climates change and continents shift. On a personal level, we observe the decay of our body, changes to our mind, relationships coming and going, our possessions wearing out . We live in a world of constant flux(spoken like a true engineer eh? :P). Unfortunately many of us refuse to recognize this, and suffering is the result.Phew, that was some far fetched philosophy!!
Anyway, as I previously mentioned this is "my" blog and I'm absolutely free to write whatever I wish!
After exams, there comes the Mumbai trip-and damn that was some kind of a roller coaster ride. And if I start writing about that I guess it would need yet another blog post( but hey! this just gave me an idea for another blog post *twinkle* :)) )
I ended my new year by being hospitalized( yeah yeah not proud about it).
So you see, these above paragraphs sound something more of a cliche! something probably taken out of my personal diary! but then who the hell cares to read this crap anyway right? :P
I've recently been giving serious thought to becoming a writer! well, at least giving it a try! The universe keeps on giving me signs that it is my calling! But well, lets see where life takes me!
Anyway, I guess my whining ends here. I still haven't given a thought as to what my new years resolution will be! Sometimes, you don't need your entire life mapped out in front of you. Knowing what you will do the next  moment is satisfactory enough.
Cheers everyone! To yet another year and a chance for us to get it right(PS- the last line is my fb status update, but due to lack of creativity, this will have to do) :P 

2/4/2011- JAI HO

Oh man! What a day!! L-E-G-E-N-D-A-R-Y seems to be an understatement!! after 28 long years Team India is the world champion yet once again! The moment of winning actually made me cry! SACHIN DESERVES IT!! HE IS GOD!!
The match started at 2. It was toss time n whoa the noise of the crowd confused the referee what dhoni said....and i swear, he said heads and it was India who had won the toss.But  Jeff Crowe decided to retoss and sangakkara won the toss. So it was a rocky starting already even before the ball was bowled. So the srilankan captain decided to bat first and there was zaheer khan who took the first wicket and also bowled 3 maiden overs!! Beat that now!Although there were a few blunders by sreesnath, the overall target of India was 275!! It was a class batting by jaywardhana!
And then came out the boys in blue and guess what! Sehwag goes out in the 2nd ball for no runs! and Then Sachin for just 38 runs! I didnot feel like watching the match anymore! but still it was the world cup finals...So with pizza-puff, maggi and fanta bottles we started praying for some miracle to happen! And it did...There walked in Gautam gambhir and virat kohli!! And gambhir...i bow down to him!! He played for 97 runs! he couldn't complete that century! But now to worry! After virat kohli was gone then the trump card was released in the form of MAHENDRA SINGH DHONI!! And mind blasting partnership it wasa between him and gambhir, but after gambhir gone, Yuvi walked in, and all he had to do was make sure Dhoni was at the striking end! And there was the victory with a magnificent 6 to end it all! There we were, the world champions!
Let the party begin, and literally too. Sachin-1 man who carried the responsibility for 24 long years finally had the shining cup in his hands. The sight will never go out of my head. And the whole country was celebrating! Never has a festival been celebrated with such enthusiasm as was this victory! so how could we be left behind. We fired crackers, shouted, hooted and then hit the road! And Whoa BARODIANS TRULY ROCKED! With the djs, Flags, dummy cups, " De Ghumake", " Indiaaa, Indiaaa", and all the patriotism!!
If there is 1 thing that truly is an example of unity in diversity, it is Cricket!
Congratulations Indians and lets all bow down to the men in blue!!
And sachin- YOU ARE GOD!!
Love-Rina :))

Solitary And Silent

I wonder if this is what is destined for me.Being left all alone in the end.Being cheated upon and lied to.Not being accepted for who I am. But what I definitely am not going to do is change myself for a bunch of people who cannot stay loyal to me.
Yes loyalty is what all of us want. And I have always had to struggle for a long long time to finally find real friends who are compatible with me as well I am comfortable with.
I still count myself lucky to have a few genuine people left in my depressed life. But i don't want to be a hindrance in their life. I don't want to whine and stay all upset in front of them because they are the only people who most definitely deserve the best of me, and I'm going to put in my every bit of strength to stay happy with them, for them.
Why cannot I have a few friends like the rest of those idiots in that God-awful place have.Why am I the only one who is always left out in the end. And why do I have to wait so much and put in so much of an effort to make friends. :((
I know I'm sounding like some cry-baby
But whatever you may think, I'm feeling a rush of emotions inside me and yet
"I've become so numb" 

Life-as we call it

Finally a sunday huh!
Well yesterday did turn out to be a bad day after all.With India losing the match,thanks to MS Dhoni for his terribly wrong decision of giving the bowling to Nehra instead of Bhajji! It really was a fix.
Also a nuclear radiation blasted off yesterday in Japan owing to the massive earthquake.Media estimates around 1600 deaths so far.The pictures shown in the newspapers send shivers till my spine :(
Also,two of my very good friends had a break up of their relationship yesterday!And it makes me feel really really sad because i was the cause of their friendship to bloom,and it was me who introduced them.Somehow, i feel responsible for the pain they are goin through! People should never come into your life just to walk away.(this implies to many around me as well).I have kind of lost trust in the words like commitments and promises.All this young college love is nothing but a load of illusions and fascinations.Once the attraction leaves,arguments and consequent heartbreaks come into picture.In a way,its good that they ended it.If two people don't have the courage to give a fight to save their relationship knowing that it has a rocky future,well its best they end it.Better late than never you see!If you can stand by your other half(i'm not sure which one is the better half),then you really don't deserve to be in that relation.
Anyway, as someone told me last night,"This is life.Happens".True.
Anyway,today is going to be a wonderful sunday i'm predicting.To start with i'm gonna meet di tonight :D :)).After her marriage!! AWESOME :)
So looking forward to that!
Have an awesome day people!
Take care
Love-Rina
(PS-I'm gonna go and have a late n long sunday bath after a long time :P)

About headaches and awful matches

What would happen when you attend the most boring lab,then sit for 2 hours in library,then attend a lecture you can make no head or tail of and then come home to see an "Awesome" match turn into an "Awful" one!!
Damn the Indian cricket players! Give me a break dudes!! Imagine 9 wickets in just around 30-35 runs? This match definitely seemed to be a fix!!Its such a waste of Sachin's marvelous 111!!
Something else I have been thinking about today is to finally start studying,but i guess it is going to remain only to my thoughts! I would rather complete my harry potter and the order of phoenix(for the 5th time i guess! :P)
Another question I am curious about is that why do people often tend to elude from reality? Is it because they are too ashamed to face it? Don't know....still wondering....:O
Anyway I'm also proud of one of my bestest buddy(i know i know theres no word like bestest :D) They created and entire new game and those guys are gonna make it free for everyone! They definitely exemplify talent with generosity! Love u josh! :)
Anyway even after 2 cups of tea my head is still aching badly! So i'm gonna go and relax! And keep my fingers crossed for India! Go india Go!!

Love-Rina :)

My 3rd post in a day!

Well, see i'm back yet once again. But this time its for a purpose
Today is some day i must say.The day i start blogging Japan gets hit by one of the largest earthquakes recorded in history of magnitude 8.9!! followed by a massive tsunami!!
This surely is a date to remember. Today also turns out to be one my friends birthday and the birthday of Sir sayajirao gaekwad! The great personality and ex-maharaja of Baroda(1875-1939)(thats a piece of info)
Sarcastic isn't it??
All I have to say is please please pray for the people facing this adverse crisis! That is the least we can do!

Something I came across whilst surfing,which I am sure many of us can relate to

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.